Subconscious Ambitions

When we gain knowledge of the world around us, or as it is shown or told to us: we develop our own method of observation, judgement, opinion and the drive to change something or to achieve something to balance the arena. Nobody tells us,teaches us to do these things or to nurture habits fulfilling these necessities.These are wise, gentle, usually bear some philosophy, achievable and helpful to many and most of the people around us.

Outer world makes us learn things, take decisions, earn money, fame and name, may be throughout our life, preoccupied by their effects and hence a rush sets in,if we fail a step in achieving them, we start missing the effects also.It's a continuous process.

Sometimes our outer world ambitions and subconscious may be in conflict.There is a chance that they may antagonize each other & hence the net result becomes feeble, lands us in the no man's land of indecisiveness: origin of a personality disorder